Basically I'm Gay

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  • Xuất bản 13 Th06, 2019
  • Let me tell you a queer little story about a boy named Dan.
    Follow me online to see the rest of my tale as it unfolds in real time:
    twitter.com/danielhowell
    instagram.com/danielhowell
    facebook.com/danisnotonfire
    And subscribe to my channel! vnclip.net/user/danisnotonfire (lol)
    Content warning: this video contains far too much strong language and discussions of general sexuality, discriminatory language, bullying and an attempt on my own life. Otherwise totally appropriate for education, instilling good values in young children and my grandma who I will expect a disappointed text from.
    Special thanks to vnclip.net/user/AmazingPhil for production assistance.
    Art by Hector aka twitter.com/swatercolour
    Soundtrack:
    Handel - Messiah
    Camille Saint-Saëns - Danse Macabre
    Tchaikovsky - 1812 Overture
    Chopin - Fantasie Impromptu
    Schubert - Ave Maria
    Additional Music by Kevin Macleod incompetech.com
    Disclaimer - This video is just a starting point for me, what I felt was the bare minimum (ha) required for me to get this out there so I can move forward with my life, a mix of explanation, justification and opinion. It scratched the surface of several things I could have gone into more detail about, but the purpose of this was to be ..reasonably concise and above all entertaining. In the future, in the right places, I will surely talk much more about everything touched on in this video and more. It’s also likely that something will get misunderstood or misrepresented, perhaps from the way I phrased things or people assuming my thoughts on things that I didn’t specify. Also my story is just the truth of what happened to me and what I thought at certain points of time in my environment, good and bad - of course not my opinions today. So JUST to be clear my opinion on general sexual and gender identities are that everyone is valid and deserves equal rights and the freedom to exist. The only thing I don’t tolerate is intolerance. Cheers to an inevitable bright future, either because people become nice and the old people die or the sun explodes first lmao.
    Some resources and charities for anyone who needs support or wants to learn more:
    youngminds.org.uk/
    www.samaritans.org/
    papyrus-uk.org/
    www.stonewall.org.uk/
    www.hrc.org/
    www.thetrevorproject.org/
    www.trevorspace.org/
    switchboard.lgbt/
    minus18.org.au/
    www.glaad.org/transgender
    www.mermaidsuk.org.uk/
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  • :D
    :D Ngày trước

    My eyes are dry yet??

  • L!zzy R0se
    L!zzy R0se Ngày trước

    Why would you g note me/ play welcome to the black parade, why my emo heart can't take this T-T
    I'm sorry this seems besides the point

  • victoria
    victoria Ngày trước

    I love u biiiitchhh fuck

  • Elle
    Elle Ngày trước

    brilliant video. i loved every second of it

  • Elle
    Elle Ngày trước

    the part about wanting humanity to be eradicated
    that me af

  • Lilac Goldpetal sketch
    Lilac Goldpetal sketch Ngày trước

    4:00 literally me 🤣

  • Tamik
    Tamik Ngày trước +1

    I've been waiting so long for u too aploud *i can't spell* and this video made me happier and sad at the same time

  • Frick
    Frick Ngày trước

    “Bisexualé”

  • Maria Foust
    Maria Foust Ngày trước

    So proud of you❤❤

  • Undead Gaijin
    Undead Gaijin Ngày trước

    Big shocked face

  • Fuvy
    Fuvy Ngày trước +1

    *Fanfiction wants to know your location*

  • Cinnamon Panda
    Cinnamon Panda Ngày trước

    I knew, and I wanted to date the guy 🐈...but he said he wasnt so.

    • Cinnamon Panda
      Cinnamon Panda Ngày trước

      Oh so he had this idea and thats why he was in such denial

  • whitecraayon
    whitecraayon Ngày trước

    saw it coming but... ahhhhhhhhhhhh. anyway, i love you dan!!!!

  • omaiow
    omaiow Ngày trước +1

    So that 2020 wedding is gonna happen

  • scarjst
    scarjst Ngày trước +1

    this is the first time I cry watching one of your videos

  • Logan Bloo Hoodie
    Logan Bloo Hoodie Ngày trước

    Like we ain’t know

    • bittersweetener
      bittersweetener Ngày trước +1

      he specifically asked people not to say that.

  • crispy celery
    crispy celery Ngày trước +1

    When your family asks why you dont have a girlfriend

  • Tenisha Reniewick
    Tenisha Reniewick Ngày trước

    Dan, I am so happy for you and you feeling good about yourself. The ones that support you have always wanted you to be happy. You should be happy being you and not give a shit what anyone has to say about it. You be who you are and as for anyone that does want to be in the know, that is your business and yours only. You deserve your privacy and you owe no one an explanation. Love you and you will always have my support

  • Scottish
    Scottish Ngày trước

    Daniel you really 27 .

  • sunnyside crying
    sunnyside crying Ngày trước

    Me watching this video multiple times to pass time

  • extremelyhappysimmer
    extremelyhappysimmer Ngày trước

    so is phil his boyfriend? the fan girls were right all along!! dan x phil is canon now!!

  • TheTea
    TheTea Ngày trước

    Now Shane’s dream can come true

  • Twocheslch
    Twocheslch Ngày trước

    Bro, u got a green light on it face? Was that intentional? Is there a green screen behind u? Are u ok?

    • Shira Schwarts
      Shira Schwarts Ngày trước

      Throughout the video he had the lights make a rainbow on his face

  • Elizabeth Balas
    Elizabeth Balas Ngày trước

    this video is amazing dan omg

  • glabnar the viewer
    glabnar the viewer Ngày trước

    Honestly i felt this

  • Aflicted Ana
    Aflicted Ana Ngày trước +1

    I’ve watched this 45 MINUTE VIDEO like 8 times when I’m feeling low, it’s so nice relating to someone that I’ve looked up to for years. Seeing Dan be okay after so much trauma helps me see that maybe I will be okay in the future as well... anyway Thanks Dan for making me feel better I love you so much

  • Weizenkaltschale
    Weizenkaltschale Ngày trước

    Hey Dan, thank you alot for this video!
    Also im honestly pretty shocked that there are still people that deem being *insert anything that a human can be* as "unnatural".
    Isnt the fact that there is a human that is whatever they deem to be unnatural pretty much proving that it is natural ? *thinking*
    Anyways, great video that helped me a lot in hoperfully someday breaking out of my specific shackles.

  • Waddles The pig
    Waddles The pig Ngày trước +1

    I kinda had to rewatch the video cause I spent the most of it staring Into his jacket

  • Ember Steele
    Ember Steele Ngày trước +1

    Dan.... I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!

  • Sally Makes
    Sally Makes 2 ngày trước +1

    Love you thank you for this xx

  • Mr.Fancypickle
    Mr.Fancypickle 2 ngày trước

    Yaaas sister

  • bittersweetener
    bittersweetener 2 ngày trước +1

    i'm back

    for the fourth time

  • Dacey Marston
    Dacey Marston 2 ngày trước

    "Some stupid hedgehog looking motherf***er" ~Daniel Howell 2k19

  • JessicaFEREM
    JessicaFEREM 2 ngày trước

    I love your videos, and this is great. Thank you for all the years of great videos :)
    PS. Don't forget the eye padlol

  • DWMSnIpez
    DWMSnIpez 2 ngày trước

    3:56 my life

  • Sophie Eleanor123
    Sophie Eleanor123 2 ngày trước

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • Qesho
    Qesho 2 ngày trước

    Bruh

  • Madi Jensen
    Madi Jensen 2 ngày trước +4

    I forgot what it felt like to not feel so alone. Thank you Dan for reminding me.

  • Jace Ok
    Jace Ok 2 ngày trước +1

    Dan:And it apparently makes people fell attacked
    Dan:Shhhhh it’s ok

  • sxft txtorials
    sxft txtorials 2 ngày trước +2

    imagine after saying all of this,he found out the camera wasn’t recording 😹

  • Perfectly Sedate Endscreen Dance

    i love you so much dan thank you so much ilu

  • Olivia Stuck
    Olivia Stuck 2 ngày trước +1

    ❤️❤️❤️ thanks Dan for making people in this community feel much more safe

  • Skyler Barnett
    Skyler Barnett 2 ngày trước +1

    YOU BLACK PARADED ME!

  • Hilola Kahorova
    Hilola Kahorova 2 ngày trước +1

    Горжусь тобой !❤️

  • Christina Dewar
    Christina Dewar 2 ngày trước +1

    Glad you made it this far

  • your majesty,
    your majesty, 2 ngày trước +3

    i noticed that you have teared up a little during some parts of the video. i genuinely hope that you have recovered from all your hardships in your life & i am glad that you are a little more comfortable in your own skin.

  • A. S.
    A. S. 2 ngày trước +2

    I’m back here lol.... it’s 3am.

  • Lo0serx3
    Lo0serx3 2 ngày trước +1

    all I can say is thanks for this.

  • Dog Person
    Dog Person 2 ngày trước

    Why does he look almost exactly like my friend and act exactly like her??? 🤨

  • Maya Cosmos
    Maya Cosmos 2 ngày trước

    The maze runner had me dying as well as Le Mis

  • Favour Lahai
    Favour Lahai 2 ngày trước

    As long as you are happy, that is good enough for me, I know, cliche, but I don’t know how else to word it. This is coming from a proud pansexual who’s flexible with pronouns despite being biologically female.

  • Dr. Thomas Rasberry
    Dr. Thomas Rasberry 2 ngày trước

    ... Runescape?

  • Dusty
    Dusty 2 ngày trước

    Can I get tldr please

  • Twista Sista
    Twista Sista 2 ngày trước +3

    To be fair, most of us aren’t surprised. You know what else? We wouldn’t have you any other way.

  • XxkillerslumberXx X
    XxkillerslumberXx X 2 ngày trước +2

    DAN X PHILL IS CANNON !! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  • Melanie Cook
    Melanie Cook 2 ngày trước +4

    I wish someone would call me their soul mate and actually mean it

  • Ryan Pace
    Ryan Pace 2 ngày trước +3

    I have never seen one of your videos but im here to show support you do you. Be proud of you.

  • terrenceswiff
    terrenceswiff 2 ngày trước +2

    Strong video, dude.

  • Mi SS
    Mi SS 2 ngày trước +3

    This is literally the best video of the internet so far. We love you, Dan! Thank you for everything ♥️

  • Under Dog
    Under Dog 2 ngày trước

    Lit

  • Alexios Likes PATD and MCR don’t judge me

    I freaked out when he played Welcome To The Black Parade at 2:12 cuz that’s like my favorite song ever

  • Hello fellow internet dweller!
    Hello fellow internet dweller! 2 ngày trước +1

    Sweetie, masculinity is *still* so, so fragile.

  • C J
    C J 2 ngày trước +2

    Rewatching and I am *sobbing*

  • Jay The Blue Gamer
    Jay The Blue Gamer 2 ngày trước +1

    You, dear, are an inspiration. Thank you so much for posting this!

  • The Orange Mustache
    The Orange Mustache 2 ngày trước +3

    💖💜💙 those are my colours

  • dollbaby cosmetics
    dollbaby cosmetics 2 ngày trước +1

    I am so PROUD and happy for him to feel comfortable with us to speak about this

  • Jon Snor
    Jon Snor 2 ngày trước +5

    Mental health awareness.
    And emo style the the only thing i actually like about emo culture, if not too bad, it cant be that bad, the hair.

  • Jon Snor
    Jon Snor 2 ngày trước +1

    Great video, with humor no less and it dresses all kind of issues why humans arent always great. Words arent enough to discribe it.
    The right opinion has a video full of praises nd analyting it for this video if you want positive earnest attention in another video, and see yoursel star in a youtube documentary.

  • Man of Cubes Destroyer of 4th Dimensional beings

    I FUCKING KNEW IT

  • caroline henley
    caroline henley 3 ngày trước

    A brief flashback to when we all died
    Some light evening viewing then :)

  • Emma loves Pretty odd
    Emma loves Pretty odd 3 ngày trước

    I love you but I hate that you g noted me Dan

  • yndestar 07
    yndestar 07 3 ngày trước

    Thake you fre caling me brave

  • FantasyFire
    FantasyFire 3 ngày trước +1

    Thank you.

  • blueberry folf
    blueberry folf 3 ngày trước

    Hey I found you by imallexx and I'm sorry for the stuff being spread around about you but I fully support you

  • Lucy Hampshire
    Lucy Hampshire 3 ngày trước +8

    I don’t usually watch long videos, but I would watch Dan’s 45 minute long videos any day. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

  • Nijay Sivarajan
    Nijay Sivarajan 3 ngày trước

    I fkin knew it

  • Lydia The Tattooed Lady
    Lydia The Tattooed Lady 3 ngày trước +16

    So I'm intersex (XY chromosomes with female characteristics) and I've determined that my gender is internal screaming.

    • Dacey Marston
      Dacey Marston Ngày trước

      I identify as an attack helicopter.

  • Shahari Pudding
    Shahari Pudding 3 ngày trước

    I’m so glad you’re still here...and I’m glad I’m here too. I’m glad we both failed and took a second change at life, and I’m so glad that you’re sharing your life with us. In so many ways I feel like you’re a slightly older version of me, and you inspire me to hang in there.

  • Jay Marble
    Jay Marble 3 ngày trước

    A year without uploading

  • Jay Marble
    Jay Marble 3 ngày trước

    Category:Comedy

  • Simone :D
    Simone :D 3 ngày trước +2

    Wait so are we gonna get another video
    If you deprive a hamster of water for a while then give it a tone of water in one go then take the water away the hamster is gonna be sad but it still wants water...what am i saying...can we have another video soon please
    😂 also I’m still so proud of you🙃

  • madam marika matrushka
    madam marika matrushka 3 ngày trước +1

    Love from turkey MADAM MARİKA SİKİŞENKA

  • Taebooteh on dat Gucci belt
    Taebooteh on dat Gucci belt 3 ngày trước +1

    31:11 god I fucking love this 💕

  • Seeking Happy
    Seeking Happy 3 ngày trước

    Congratulations! 💖

  • YA MOM PORN STAR
    YA MOM PORN STAR 3 ngày trước +1

    perfect

  • peachy luv
    peachy luv 3 ngày trước +1

    38:28


    your welcome ❤️

  • Aaron Hildebrand
    Aaron Hildebrand 3 ngày trước +3

    I cant even describe how much I identify with dan in this video. I'm not somebody who is a huge fan of their stuff. I think I will be watching more of his and Phil's videos. So articulate is this video that it's almost philosophical (pun intended.)

  • Coneyco Official
    Coneyco Official 3 ngày trước +2

    I thought he was British

  • Maddi
    Maddi 3 ngày trước +2

    whoops guess i’ve got 45k new people to fight

  • bluefragment
    bluefragment 3 ngày trước +4

    dan: **comes out**
    youtube: **removes from restricted mode**

  • Anna Music
    Anna Music 3 ngày trước +1

    Every time I re-watch this my emotions get the best of me and I am so proud of you dan! I wish you didn't have to suffer for so long and you know what, you are the greatest man ever! We love you and the video Daniel!💖

  • Stefania Popaluca
    Stefania Popaluca 4 ngày trước +5

    Dan is a beautiful storyteller.

  • Panic! Trash
    Panic! Trash 4 ngày trước +8

    “What Phil and I had was special”
    “What Phil and I *HAD* was special”
    *now wait a diddly darn second*

    • Benjane Gesek
      Benjane Gesek 2 ngày trước

      Trash but why would he say trusted in the past tense? implying he doesn't trust phil anymore?

    • Panic! Trash
      Panic! Trash 2 ngày trước

      Benjane Gesek but maybe it does 😫

    • Benjane Gesek
      Benjane Gesek 3 ngày trước +1

      But he also said I trustED them
      I dont think the past tense matters.

  • Nihilistic Jenzie
    Nihilistic Jenzie 4 ngày trước

    me watching this for the fourth time now:

  • Better day andresen
    Better day andresen 4 ngày trước

    I'm glad I'm not the only one fearing my labels a bit... Like do we really need labels tho?
    Thanks Dan, I'm glad you are finally ready to open up and accept yourself ❤️

  • TKTurbo
    TKTurbo 4 ngày trước +3

    I thought you were lesbian

    • Buckey
      Buckey 3 ngày trước +1

      I thought he was American

  • Mark and Sean are my life
    Mark and Sean are my life 4 ngày trước +1

    I'm so sorry for ruining the mood but Dan's nails look so nice

  • Sabrina Broadnax
    Sabrina Broadnax 4 ngày trước +3

    Bruh ive been searching the comments i havent seen anyone talk about him saying he is versatile that had me a lil shook

  • Helen L.
    Helen L. 4 ngày trước +6

    THE LIGHTS CHANGE TO THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW.

  • Constanza Bartoli Pinero
    Constanza Bartoli Pinero 4 ngày trước +2

    When he said “and to all the closeted people” i started crying